Halloween Adventures.

  

War is becomming outdated, Clarissa came home, and I feel distance is making the heart confused. The weekend was fleeting, like all good times at the moment. I feel that we didn't spend enough time together, alone with eachother. It seemed that playfull arguments were dangerous. They never have been before. College has become less bearable, assigments and south-side snobbery is rife. Generally I could play back, but not anymore. Life has a certain futile feeling, it was generally bubbly( in the Colbie Caillat sence) but not anymore. Relationships are difficult and hard to understand. I hope that life will work out, eventually, for all of us. Success is measured in Happiness. I am currently unsuccessful.

''Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it, and above.''

Love Ja Ja.